I HEAR VOICES PT. 1

I HAVE A SECRET. I DON'T THINK I'VE EVER TOLD ANYONE THIS BUT I'M GOING TO SHARE THIS WITH YOU. I HEAR VOICES IN MY HEAD. SOMETIMES I LISTEN TO THEM, SOMETIMES I DON'T, AND SOMETIMES I DON'T KNOW WHEN TO LISTEN TO THEM. I NOTICED THAT THROUGH MY LIFE EXPERIENCES, THE VOICES SPEAK MORE OFTEN. I KNOW YOU'RE PROBABLY WONDERING WHERE THEY COME FROM AND SOO DO I. MY BIGGEST FEAR IS THAT ONE DAY LISTENING TO THESE VOICES WILL BE A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH FOR ME. LET ME TELL YOU A STORY THAT WILL HELP YOU BETTER UNDERSTAND......
ON THIS PARTICULAR DAY EVERYTHING WAS NORMAL, I'M IN THE HOUSE ALONE, WATCHING MOVIES AND ENJOYING SOME ME TIME. THERE WAS A KNOCK ON THE DOOR. I IMMEDIATELY HEARD VOICES IN MY HEAD. NOW, THIS HAPPENS PERIODICALLY BUT, THIS TIME THEY SEEMED MORE PERSISTENT. THE KNOCKS GOT LOUDER AND SO DID THE VOICES. I HAD PREVIOUS SITUATIONS WHERE I WOULD HEAR VOICES, BUT I DIDN'T LISTEN TO THEM. THE KNOCKS WEREN'T SCARING ME AS MUCH AS THE THOUGHTS OF WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I DIDN'T LISTEN TO THESE VOICES THIS TIME. THE KNOCKS GOT LOUDER AND SO DID THE VOICES. THE KNOCKS WERE SOO VIGOROUS! I HAVE THE KNOCKS IN MY EARS. I HAVE THE VOICES IN MY HEAD. AND I'M HAVING A CONVERSATION WITH MYSELF..."WHO WOULD BE AT THE DOOR KNOCKING LIKE THAT? I CAN'T LISTEN TO THESE VOICES. THEY'D MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A DAMN FOOL. BUT, I KNOW ONE THING, I'M NOT GOING TO THAT DAMN DOOR. THIS ISN'T EVEN MY HOUSE." I CLOSED MYSELF UP INTO THE ROOM THAT I WAS IN. THE ROOM HAD SEVERAL DIFFERENT POINTS OF ENTRY, AND WINDOWS THAT ALLOWED YOU TO SEE THROUGHOUT THE HOUSE. I SAT WITH MY BACK AGAINST THE DOOR WHICH LED TO THE GARAGE. THIS WAY I FELT AS THOUGH I COULD SEE THROUGH OUT THE HOUSE AND IF IT DID HAPPEN, THAT I WOULD NEED TO GET OUT, I'D NO WHICH WAY TO GO. BESIDES, NOBODY WOULD COME IN THROUGH THE GARAGE. TO BLOCK OUT THE VOICES AND THE KNOCKS, I CALLED A FRIEND OF MINE TO DISTRACT ME. THE KNOCKS FINALLY STOP AND IT'S QUIET. I FEEL SOO FOOLISH FOR BEING SCARED TO ANSWER THE DOOR. IT'S THESE VOICES IN MY HEAD. I THINK THEY ARE ALWAYS TRYING TO SCARE ME. THEY'RE ALWAYS TRYING TO TELL ME THAT SOMETHING BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN IF I DON'T LISTEN TO THEM. I CONTINUE THE CONVERSATION WITH MY FRIEND AND I LET HER KNOW I'M SAFE NOW. DAMN VOICES DON'T KNOW SHIT. WAIT...THE VOICES ARE STILL TALKING AND THIS TIME THEY SAY SOMETHING A LITTLE DIFFERENT FROM BEFORE. I'M NOT SCARED ANYMORE SO THIS TIME I LISTEN. THEY'RE SAYING, "LOOK OVER YOUR SHOULDER!" "LOOK OVER YOUR SHOULDER!" COMMON SENSE WOULD TELL ME THAT THERE IS NOTHING BEHIND ME, BUT THE DOOR TO THE GARAGE. I DO IT ANYWAY JUST TO PROVE MY POINT. I LOOK OVER MY SHOULDER.... AND THERE IS THE DOOR TO THE GARAGE. YEP I WAS RIGHT....BUT, SO WERE THE VOICES...THE DOOR IS CRACKED OPEN AND IT WASN'T LIKE THAT BEFORE I SAT IN FRONT OF IT.... ALL I CAN SEE IS DARKNESS AND THE WHITENESS OF SOMEONE'S EYES PEAKING IN AT ME. ALTHOUGH I CAN'T SEE A FACE, I KNOW THAT I DON'T KNOW THIS PERSON AND ALL I CAN FEEL IS THE PRESENCE OF EVIL. TEARS IMMEDIATELY FLOW FROM EYES AND I TELL MY FRIEND "SOMEONE'S HERE." TO THIS DAY...... MAN !!!! I WISH I WOULD HAVE LISTENED WHEN THERE WERE KNOCKS AT THE DOOR AND THE VOICES IN MY HEAD WERE TELLING ME, "RUN OUT THE HOUSE!"