NO WORRIES

POSTING BLOGS BASED ON MY LIFE AND MY MIND SET WAS THE HARDEST DECISION I EVER HAD TO MAKE. BUT, THIS WAS THE ONLY WAY THAT I COULD GET MY THOUGHTS OUT WITHOUT INTERRUPTION, WITHOUT WATCHING FACIAL EXPRESSIONS, WITHOUT BEING ABUSED BY OTHER PEOPLES OPINIONS, AND WITHOUT FEELING LIKE I'M BEING JUDGED. THROUGH ALL OF THIS, I REALIZE THAT MY BIGGEST FAULT IS WORRYING ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK. WHAT I DO REALIZE IS THAT MY INSECURITIES ARE NOT MINE TO OWN, THEY ARE INHERITED...IT'S FROM INSECURE PEOPLE WHO JUDGE WHAT THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND. I WAS FRUSTRATED BECAUSE I DIDN'T GET THE FEED BACK THAT I THOUGHT I SHOULD RECEIVE. HOWEVER, I RECEIVED FEEDBACK FROM PEOPLE WHO MADE ME FEEL LIKE MY EFFORTS ARE NOT IN VAIN. I APPRECIATE THE FOLLOWERS THAT I HAVE AT THIS POINT, AND IT WILL MAKE ME GRIND IT OUT MY MIND THAT MUCH HARDER. HOWEVER, MY WHOLE INTENTION ON WRITING AND GETTING MY STORY OUT, WAS TO UNITE PEOPLE WHO CAN RELATE. IT SEEMS THAT I'VE BEEN WAITING MY WHOLE LIFE TO MEET SOMEONE WHO CAN HONESTLY RELATE TO ME....NOT JUST ME, BUT MY MINDSET, WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH, WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH, WHERE I'M AT, AND WHERE I'M GOING. MIND YOU I'M VERY DISCRETE ON HERE BECAUSE I CAN WEED THROUGH THE "BS"...BUT, I FOUND HER, OR SHE FOUND ME...WHATEVER THE CASE MAY BE...I'M THAT MUCH MORE INSPIRED. THE ONE THING THAT SHE SAID, THAT I KNOW I OWE HER FOR, IS "YOU BETTER NOT GIVE UP"...LOL...SHE CALLED ME "SUPER WOMAN!" IF SHE ONLY KNEW THAT WE ALL ARE SUPER WOMEN FOR NOT SETTLING FOR VICTIMS (OF WHATEVER IT MAY BE)....I JUST WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I'M NOT GIVING UP, I CAN'T GIVE UP....NO WORRIES!